Another Post

I didn't really write lately. I just posted my this-week song lyrics.
This time is from Lady Antebellum's Need You Now.


The first line was really me at the moment I posted this.



Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time  

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without  

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Nickelback-Far Away

This is my this-week-song played all over again during this week.
Sometimes listening to get-out-of-your-comfort-zone music is kind of enjoyable thing to do
Nickelback does sound rock music yet it has wonderful lyrics and tones :))

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Fighting Spirit

Fighting Spirit
Maybe that was a lesson that I got after seeing Thomas Cup 2010 Final between Indonesia and China.
Our team did fight, yet the opponent did fight a lot more. Maybe it's true we lack of stamina. The main thing is we lack of fighting spirit.Our technique was not that bad compare to them, or maybe we're sometimes better. 


I do love the way Hendra Setiawan and Markis Kido as well as Simon Santosa played. They fought till the end--stumbled and fell--up and down. They are our heroes though still they can't bring back the cup home.


I heart you Hendra <3

So is there anything to do with me? YES, ABSOLUTELY!
I've lost my fighting spirit this half year to go. I have no clue at all.
It seems that i just pass each day like the way it is...no fight, no survive, NOTHING.


I have to learn a lot from them.

After a while

It's been a while since the last time I posted a writing up here.
This half year to go is kind of awful and spiritless for me.
I've done nothing-for everything and I've been absent like almost every day.
I've lost myself-I guess--I cant figure it out.
I just know, It's just significantly different than last year.
Like the only thing I can do is messing up--screwing up things and my soul.
I'm questioning a lot, yet doing nothing.
I'm wondering a lot, yet staying the same.
I've lost, I've stranded all alone all over again.




Life's life, love's love, death's death

Reminds me of you all over again

Time may set us apart and never permit us to see each other, but in my heart, you'll never lose your place & never be replaced #TLS

:)

with an off on off connection; a slice out of 9 u have::u made my day :)

A Creed To Live By author Nancye Sims

It's another wonderful note about life I've got from Tina Harada--my FB friend. Thanks loads for sharing this good one, Tina. Thank you.
Enjoy reading :)


A Creed To Live By by Nancye Sims

Don't undermine your worth
by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different
that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what
other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or for the future,
By living your life one day at a time.

Don't give up when you still have something to give
nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less then perfect.
It is a fragile thread that binds each of us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;
And the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast
that you forget not only where you have been
but also where you are going.
Life is not a race,
but a journey to be savored each step of the way.




Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.


Lines that I have to keep in mind
to keep me alive and try harder and more seriously than before
to make my dream real come true :)