Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Reminds me of you all over again

Time may set us apart and never permit us to see each other, but in my heart, you'll never lose your place & never be replaced #TLS

Monday, April 19, 2010

:)

with an off on off connection; a slice out of 9 u have::u made my day :)

A Creed To Live By author Nancye Sims

It's another wonderful note about life I've got from Tina Harada--my FB friend. Thanks loads for sharing this good one, Tina. Thank you.
Enjoy reading :)


A Creed To Live By by Nancye Sims



Don't undermine your worth
by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different
that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what
other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or for the future,
By living your life one day at a time.

Don't give up when you still have something to give
nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less then perfect.
It is a fragile thread that binds each of us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;
And the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast
that you forget not only where you have been
but also where you are going.
Life is not a race,
but a journey to be savored each step of the way.




Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.



Lines that I have to keep in mind
to keep me alive and try harder and more seriously than before
to make my dream real come true :)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

The Losing Soul

Sepertinya sudah terlalu lama saya membolos dan ini tidak baik

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Me

It's the most tiring moment when anger was taking control over my logic
Everything seemed so messy
I thought of many bad thoughts
I drove myself to misbehave
A big chance of hurting others
And even more hurt my soul


I let others down
I let myself to turn worse
I let things turn upside down


I'm sorry

Sunday, April 11, 2010

You Still Have Hope (by author unknown)

It's a wonderful note that I got from an FB friend, Tina Harada. It's wonderful knowing that I still have hope of everything in this life---the wasted life I have as I thought I do.
Thanks Lord for sending a friend like her who always shares me good things about life. 


Thank you loads, Tina <3


If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope.

If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope.

If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope.

If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope.

If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope.

If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope.

If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope.

If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope.

If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope.

If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope.

If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope.

If receiving an unexpected card or letter still brings a pleasant surprise, then you still have hope.

If the suffering of others still fills you with pain and frustration, then you still have hope.

If you refuse to let a friendship die, or accept that it must end, then you still have hope.

If you look forward to a time or place of quiet and reflection, then you still have hope.

If you still buy the ornaments, put up the Christmas tree or cook the supper, then you still have hope.

If you can look to the past and smile, then you still have hope.

If, when faced with the bad, when told everything is futile, you can still look up and end the conversation with the phrase..."yeah...BUT.," then you still have hope.

Hope is such a marvelous thing. It bends, it twists, it sometimes hides, but rarely does it break. It sustains us when nothing else can. It gives us reason to continue and courage to move ahead, when we tell ourselves we'd rather give in.

Hope puts a smile on our face
when the heart cannot manage.

Hope puts our feet on the path when our eyes cannot see it.

Hope moves us to act
when our souls are confused of the direction.

Hope is a wonderful thing, something to be cherished and nurtured, and something that will refresh us in return.

And it can be found in each of us, and it can bring light into the darkest of places.

Never lose hope !



Sunday, April 4, 2010

A Nite Random Thought


It's exactly a nite random thought...
Looking at a page of my favourite boyband, I got myself into tears!
It's weird really weird
I didn't have any clue why this happened to me

I looked at a photograph of a young lady met my fave Nicky
Ha! It's jealousy that coming up to me then like in a sudden I did want to meet Nicky like that lady!
Will I?

It's been like 11 years! My sis did see them on concert...

I do really want to meet Nicky <3


Saturday, April 3, 2010

Random Thoughts (again)

Random thoughts of today

#1 How many tomorrows are left for me?

#2 Will I be home for the next two years with good job and better living?

#3 When will I have my first novel published?--considering the fact I don't write a single letter yet! BAH

#4 Will I meet Ro, Nico, and Ash? Or one of them? When?

#5 When will I go to the land of Irish?

#6 What will happen to me when my good friends aren't around? No more...

#7 Will I meet my every-day-friend?

#8 Will I have my scholarship abroad?

#9 Why do I have so many will in these random thoughts?


What's the difference between now and then?


Today waking up after a very long enough nap, I remembered this line from Panabaker's Fame
"What's the difference between now and then?"-- a line that she monologued for the PA audition--broken marriage.

Marriage...
What the hell is that shitty thing?
I don't think I believe in that
Love, commitment and cares
So where all those things gone when a divorce becomes a choice to end the marriage?

Whose fault is it?
Me? You? The kids? God?
Tell me!

"What's the difference between now and then?"
One said now is when you still have control over everything, whereas then, no more
Another one said it's a matter of time

Me thinks that I'm still puzzled
I don't believe in marriage-- and it's getting worse when this thing came up to my life
I don't think two loving people need to get married when at last they'll end up to fight to each other; to hurt each other more than they ever imagine
I have no clue

It's the sweetest thing to see loving people--even strangers ones
It's the happiest moment

Maybe I ain't mature yet to understand this whole thing
Maybe I ain't ready yet to get hurt or in pain--no more
Maybe I need to fall in love first to get into it
And there's a lot of maybes...

Friday, April 2, 2010

lonesome March


I used to love March loads
Many of my good friends are celebrating their birthdays on this month
I always love the Pisces and Aries ones on a lovely March
Now
I didn't think I love it as I used to be
It was a lonesome one
I had no clue why
I felt all alone stranded in a strange place
No fellows no relatives no one
I'm all alone in this crowd
Really
April has come by now
I'll make it different

i love them all




good friday's poem


aku tak terbangunkan sampai matahari berada di ubun- ubunku
lelah--tak juga
sakit--syukurlah hanya bersin berkepanjangan yang tak henti
malas--mungkin yang paling tepat

angin belum juga bertiup ke arahku, mengajakku mengobrol hal- hal tentang hidup
kutanya pada hujan, ia tak tahu
kutanya pada panasnya bumi, ia pun tak punya jawaban
kutanya pada pertiwi, ia ternyata merindukan hembusan si angin
kutanya pada semesta, mereka diam menatap

aku sendiri, benar- benar sendiri
atau aku hanya merasa sendiri?
aku bertanya kesana kemari, tak ada jawab untuk hal bodoh yang aku tanyakan

aku melihat banyak jalan di depan
yang mana yang akan kupilih?
atau sebenarnya aku sudah memilih?
aku memilih jalan ini
jalan yang tak kukenal
jalan yang asing
jalan yang sepi
jalan yang bernama
jalan yang tak jelas

jalan yang tak bisa membuatku bertemu si angin
aku pikir aku tersesat
aku pikir aku salah jalan
aku pikir aku bisa berputar balik arah
aku pikir pikiranku benar

ternyata aku tak berpikir bahwa aku berlari
berlari yang tak tentu arah
berlari bersama pelarian- pelarianku
berlari bersama kenangan- kenanganku
berlari bersama mimpi-mimpiku
tapi aku meninggalkan jiwaku