What's the difference between now and then?

Today waking up after a very long enough nap, I remembered this line from Panabaker's Fame

"What's the difference between now and then?"-- a line that she monologued for the PA audition--broken marriage.

Marriage...

What the hell is that shitty thing?

I don't think I believe in that

Love, commitment and cares

So where all those things gone when a divorce becomes a choice to end the marriage?

Whose fault is it?

Me? You? The kids? God?

Tell me!

"What's the difference between now and then?"

One said now is when you still have control over everything, whereas then, no more

Another one said it's a matter of time

Me thinks that I'm still puzzled

I don't believe in marriage-- and it's getting worse when this thing came up to my life

I don't think two loving people need to get married when at last they'll end up to fight to each other; to hurt each other more than they ever imagine

I have no clue

It's the sweetest thing to see loving people--even strangers ones

It's the happiest moment

Maybe I ain't mature yet to understand this whole thing

Maybe I ain't ready yet to get hurt or in pain--no more

Maybe I need to fall in love first to get into it

And there's a lot of maybes...